Sunday, April 29, 2012

The Vine


John 15:1-17  The Vine and the Branches

This passage is likely familiar to most of us.  Recently, God has given us a fuller understanding of what this passage represents in our lives.  We shared the following with our brothers and sisters in Galmi last Sunday evening, so thought we would share with you as well:

In preparation for facilitating tonight’s time of worship, we reflected on how the Lord has been moving in our hearts these past few months.  Several possible topics came to mind, but one repeatedly came to our attention: Intimacy with God.  

During medical school and on into residency, the demands of work made it hard for us to maintain a vibrant quiet time and, thus, our intimacy with God (individually and as a family) waned.  At the time -- sleep-deprived, over worked and stressed as we were -- we did not seem to notice our straying, but looking back we clearly see how our intimacy with God has suffered.  By God’s grace, He has been drawing us nearer over the last few months.  It seems we are now near enough to see how far we strayed and how much further there is to grow.  

By no means are we proud of this, nor do we share this to suggest we have “arrived” and you should get on board.  Many of you are surely ahead of us in the journey of knowing our Lord and Savior more and more.  We share this to set the stage for how and why this yearning for intimacy with God through Jesus Christ has come to the forefront of our hearts and minds.

What does intimacy with God look like?  


Charles Stanley teaches on David’s intimacy with God, even when in the desert.  
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Psalm 63:1-8 adapted from Charles Stanley's teaching:

(A psalm of David.  When he was in the Desert of Judah).
1 O God, you are my God,
earnestly I seek you;
my soul thirsts for you,
my body longs for you,
in a dry and weary land
where there is no water.

1. Yearning for God
We can relate to the dry and weary land.  David says that he has a longing in his soul and his body for God.  Perhaps he was referring to the Desert of Judah, but perhaps he also meant that without intimacy with God, his spiritual life felt dry and weary.

2 I have seen you in the sanctuary
and beheld your power and your glory

2. Awakened Spiritual Senses
See the One who is unseen, growing understanding of His nature, His ways, and His Word.

3 Because your love is better than life,
my lips will glorify you.
4 I will praise you as long as I live,
and in your name I will lift up my hands.

3.  New Values and Priorities
Nothing else in life compares to our intimacy with God, no possession, position, power, or prestige is better than knowing Him more.

5 My soul will be satisfied as with the richest of foods;
with singing lips my mouth will praise you.
6 On my bed I remember you;
I think of you through the watches of the night.

4.  Satisfaction and Fulfillment
We feel in love again!  We are satisfied by and sing songs about the one we love.  We don’t have to be reminded to think about the one that we love, even in the middle of the night.
7 Because you are my help,
I sing in the shadow of your wings.
8 My soul clings to you,
your right hand upholds me.

5.  Trust and Dependence
We cling to Him and can sing even in times of trial because we have confidence that He loves us and wants what is best for us.
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So, now that we have taken a peek at what intimacy with God looks like, let’s discuss a few things together.  Perhaps after last week’s quote in “Galmi Now,” this has been on some of your minds as well.  Anyone remember the quote?

“God will never call you to sacrifice your intimacy with Him on the altar of ministry.”
Beth Moore
Mercy Triumphs

What detracts from our intimacy with God?


What do you think?
Hudson Taylor's Spiritual Secret by Dr. & Mrs. Howard Taylor suggests a few distractors that Hudson Taylor found particularly trying while serving in China. 

“I knew that if only I could abide in Christ all would be well, but I could not.  I would begin the day with prayer, determined not to take my eye off Him for a moment, but pressure of duties, sometimes very trying, and constant interruptions apt to be so wearing, caused me to forget Him.  Then one’s nerves get so fretted in this climate that temptations to irritability, hard thoughts and sometimes unkind words are all the more difficult to control.” (HTSS 158-159)
Anything you can relate to there?  We all agreed that life in Niger shares many of these same daily trials (as you may also find trying in your daily life).

So how do we maintain intimacy with God?


Jesus gave us the example in His life:
Matthew 14:23 -- Jesus goes to a mountain side to pray after feeding 5,000
Mark 1:35 -- Jesus awoke early and prayed in solitude
Luke 5:16 -- “But Jesus often withdrew to lonely places and prayed.”
Luke 6:12 -- Jesus spent the night in prayer
Jesus also speaks to us directly John 15, instructing us that we maintain our intimacy with God by remaining in Him -- the vine.
Taking a look back at Hudson Taylor’s dilemma in China, we read how this truth came to life in Taylor's life.

“All the time I felt assured that there was in Christ all I needed, but the practical question was -- how to get it out.  He was rich truly, but I was poor; He was strong, but I weak.  I knew full well that there was in the root, the stem, abundant fatness, but how to get it into my puny little branch was the question.  As gradually light dawned, I saw that faith was the only requisite--was the hand to lay hold on His fullness and make it mine.  But I had not this faith.” (HTSS 160)

Taylor quoting McCarthy (his close friend):
“But how to get faith strengthened?  Not by striving after faith, but by resting on the Faithful One.” (HTSS 161)

“As I thought of the Vine and the branches, what light the blessed Spirit poured direct into my soul!  How great seemed my mistake in wishing to get the sap, the fullness out of Him!  I saw not only that Jesus will never leave me, but that I am a member of His body, of His flesh and of His bones.  The vine is not the root merely, but all-root, stem, branches, twigs, leaves, flowers, fruit.   And Jesus is not that alone--He is soil and sunshine, air and showers, and ten thousand times more than we have ever dreamed, wish for or needed.  Oh, the joy of seeing this truth!  I do pray that the eyes of your understanding too may be enlightened, that you may know and enjoy the riches freely given us in Christ.” (HTSS 161-162)

“The sweetest part, if one may speak of one part being sweeter than another, is the rest which full identification with Christ brings.  I am no longer anxious about anything, as I realize this; for He, I know, is able to carry out His will, and His will is mine.  It makes no matter where He places me, or how.  That is rather for Him to consider than for me; for in the easiest position He must give me His grace, and in the most difficult His grace is sufficient.  It little matters to my servant whether I send him to buy a few cash worth of things, or the most expensive articles.  In either case he looks to me for the money and brings me his purchases.  So, if God should place me in serious perplexity, must He not give me much guidance; in positions of great difficulty, much grace; in circumstances of great pressure and trial, much strength?  No fear that His resources will prove unequal to the emergency!  And His resources are mine, for He is mine, and is with me and dwells in me.”  (HTSS 162-163)


Spiritual secret behind it is abiding in Him!!!


A variety of other books that we have been reading in preparation for life overseas echo the importance of maintaining intimacy with God wherever you are.  On Being Mission@ry (by Thomas Hale) and The Surge (by Pete Briscoe) are two examples.  
Truly, no matter where you are or what your day-to-day activities entail, we are designed for intimacy with God, and in order to live our lives to the fullest we cannot neglect our place in the vine.

Remaining in Him by His Grace,
DD&G

Wednesday, April 18, 2012

Random stuff, random pictures, MANY thanks

It seems we keep quite busy these days -- or maybe it's just the heat that slows us down...

Temp INside our house: 100F!
Thankfully, that is not a daily occurrence.
But 90F is!

Well, it's likely a combo of both the heat and the work at hospital and home.
All 3 Kubaczs have been to the hospital recently.  Dean continues with daily patient care duties.  He has moved from obstetrics to mainly general surgery and burn care.  Soon he will transition into pediatrics and adult medicine.  Here are a couple pics of patients he's seen:

This baby's older brother was burned while she was still inside her momma's belly.
Dean took care of the little boy and then recognized the mother a couple weeks later
 when she showed up on the labor ward and delivered this healthy little cutie.
Praise the Lord that all 3 (Momma, brother and baby girl) were discharged home last week!

Young boy receiving wound care...
More specifics on his story in a later post.
Dianna has taken a few half-days and seen patients in the outpatient clinics these past 2 weeks.  Even in this short time she has seen many "firsts,"  some congenital abnormalities (3 day old boy with one leg shorter than the other because one thigh bone did not develop -- otherwise healthy and normal appearing baby) and a nerve injury due to birth trauma (Erb's palsy in 6 week old girl) are just 2 quick examples.  More thoughts from Dianna in another post...

Now, about Miss Gracie.  She, too, has been to hospital.  Gracie enjoys visiting patients.  She often says, "I wan go see babies."   Which means, "I want to go the hospital and look at the newborns on the maternity ward where Daddy works."  She truly is a precious child!

Gracie at Danja Hospital
She was very interested in "owies"
Other interesting happenings....

Look closely at this one
Did you see it?
Usually the cows are beside the road and the truck is riding on the road,
BUT this time the truck is on the side of the road (old accident) and the cows are on TOP of a van riding on the road!

Camel
Never really thought of them as beasts of burden until coming here.


G also helps out with "heavy loads"...

Helping bring in the laundry.
A special thanks to all who have sent PACKAGES our way!!
"Open it" is one of G's new favorite commands...

"Open it,"
as G and Daddy rip into a letter from Uncle D and Aunt C
while riding in the backseat of a rental van (taxi).
Proudly showing off the new pic of G and A from last July!
Enjoying all the new treats...
G prefers the edible ones!
Thanks, again, to all of you who have filled boxes and envelopes with goodies and lots of love.  We continue to enjoy them (boxes and all) every day!  

BUT given we've only 7 weeks left in Niger (yep it's true, June is just around the corner), it's probably best not to send any more...although someone will surely enjoy any boxes we aren't here to receive!

Also, our heart-filled thanks to all of you for keeping us in your prayers.
-DD&G-

Tuesday, April 10, 2012

Black Dog, Misty Mountain

Some mornings it looks like there is mist on the mountains.  Well, not really mountains so much, more like a long ridgeline.  And not really mist - just dust and dirt that fills the air, obscures the horizon and looks deceivingly like mist in the early morning sunrise.  But who would expect mist, anyway, when the humidity is 9%.   Either way, there is a bit of an eerie aura as the sun rises most days.

"Misty mountain" on a rather clear day


And while the day starts eerily, one wonders what may have happened during the night.  In traditional Hausa culture there are groups of people who have faith in devil possession.  Those who participate will tell you that they do so to “protect” the public and to assist in providing cures for many diseases.  Through this art of devil possession, they even claim to cure those that were incurable at the hospital.  


"Ambulance" at the rear of the hospital...

and leaving again.

Without going into too many specifics (although specifics can be found in a book entitled “Hausa Customs” by Madauci, Isa, and Daura and published in Zaria, Nigeria) let us just say that the initiate, a drummer, a chicken (and its blood), the roots of 99 different trees (boiled in a large pot), and two coarse grass mats, among other things, are involved in the initiation process.  
The devils are claimed to have some attributes similar to humans, such as being parents and children of one another.  Each is addressed by it’s title and is asked if it intends to stay and “possess” the subject or to “pass on.”
The initiation ceremony may last for a week or more and involves a bizarre series of rituals and events (including the gathering of seven different kinds of chickens, all of which will be slaughtered at the base of a tamarind tree).  Near the conclusion of the ceremony, all who are present kneel before the tamarind tree and pray that their wishes will be granted by the devils.
Additionally, there is a belief that an animal which is completely black is useful for the transfer of a curse.  Any small amount of white coloration would render the animal useless for this purpose.  But a completely black animal can be sold to the local practitioner of curses for a good price (a black dog, however, may be given to the practitioner for no cost as a dog is considered to be of little value).  Someone can then pay the practitioner to put a curse on another person and the black animal is employed to carry the curse to the intended victim.

Camels around the well

Boys riding home from the well
 
Why discuss such practices on a blog post- are they even relevant to us?  There are dimensions to the spiritual world of which many of us are unaware and ill-prepared to confront.  Jesus and his disciples often confronted the spirit world in a way that seems unfamiliar to us today (and His disciples sometimes weren’t quite prepared to deal with what they found!)  (Mark 9:14-29)  But as Jesus was leaving His disciples and giving them His final command, He said that those who believe in Him would be able to confront these things (Mark 16:15-18).
How incredibly blessed we are to have been shown the Truth, the One true way to God, Jesus Christ.  He expects no ritual of us, but just that we trust Him with our lives.  And when we trust Him to do what He promises to do - forgive all our sins, never forsake us, intercede on our behalf - He fills us with the Holy Spirit.  And His Spirit gives us: love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control.  No chicken blood required, no fear of black cats.  Praise God!

An Abyssinian roller - one of God's beautiful creatures!

Sunday, April 1, 2012

No Foolin'

It may be "April Fool's Day," but it's no joke that over 2 weeks have passed since our last post!

Much has happened since mid-March so we will do our best to fill you in on the highlights.

On March 13th we boarded SIMAir's four-seater plane.  Two stops and nine hours later we landed on the dirt airstrip at AmTiman, Chad.

At first glance the scenery was nearly identical to Niger's desert landscape.


But as we greeted the TEAM (The Evangelical Alliance Mission) families who were awaiting our arrival, we began to notice slight differences.  Dianna quickly learned that women cover themselves differently and adapted her shawl to serve as a head/neck/shoulder covering.  On the short drive from the airstrip to the D family's home, we noticed that although most homes were built out of mud bricks similar to those in Niger, the buildings were round instead of square and there was not a smooth layer of mud covering the bricks.


Other differences:
Horses were fairly common

Camels were abundant

Women rode donkeys (side-saddled)

We were warmly welcomed into daily life of the TEAM families and greatly appreciated their taking great care of us during our stay.  Together we:

enjoyed St. Patty's Day treats,

baked in the brick oven,

shared evening meal (a weekly event after Friday group prayer),

visited a nearby village.


Gracie enjoyed exploring her new surroundings 


and playing with the other children while Dean and Dianna toured several important places in Am Timan.

Hospital

Christian school

Well drilling site

On our return trip, we started out by road on March 19th.  Two of the families living in Am Timan take quarterly trips to the capital, N'Djamena, in order to stock up on supplies (gas for stove, some food items) as well as for respite.



The journey was long, 16 hours (12 driving).  Usually the trip takes 10-12 hours, but one of the trucks had mechanical issues (roof rack unstable) that needed to be fixed en route.


The scenery made the long trip worth it.  We particularly enjoyed seeing the “mountains.”


There are many more details to share but are not able to post.  We look forward to sharing more with each of you (hopefully in person) in the future.


We thank you for your prayers leading up to and during this excursion.

Shortly after returning from Chad, we attended a conference in Maradi, a larger town in Niger that’s about 4 hours drive from Galmi.  Several other families (including the Carrigans) joined us, and we had a great time together.  Seasoned workers with SIM and the EERN church in Niger shared valuable information with us.  Topics ranged from maintaining spiritual health to language learning tips to SIM-church relations to sustainable agricultural techniques.  We returned to Galmi on Friday, March 30th, just in time for Saturday’s ice cream social!

So as you can tell, life is by no means uneventful for us here in the desert!  In fact, we just walked outside and saw CLOUDs in the sky, an uncommon sight this time of the year.  Always something new, exciting and unexpected!

We ain't foolin' --
DD&G

Monday, March 12, 2012

Prayers and Answers



It is such a blessing to have brothers and sisters in Christ here at Galmi that we can pray with.  And it is so encouraging for us to hear from those at home who love us - to hear that they are remembering us in their prayers.  
God keeps His promises.  And He promises that He will hear our prayers.  We don’t always understand why things turn out the way they do, but that doesn’t mean that God hasn’t heard.  He knows what is best for His children and He so desires for us to talk to Him.  Thank you to all of you who are praying for us.  Your prayers mean so much to us - more than you can understand.
There have been many answered prayers here this week:
~ Travelers have returned home safely
~ People who were injured in accidents have started to recover
~ Flight permits for Chad went through as time wound down
~ People at the hospital here heard the Gospel of Jesus Christ
~ A bag shipped by bus that seemed to disappear was later found
~ The power came back on in time for the ladies Bible study
We will leave for Chad soon.  Please pray for safety and smooth transitions and for Gracie to have stamina.  And pray that God will open our ears and eyes to whatever He wants to teach us or show us while we are there.

Mother and daughter (as you might have guessed).  The daughter had a 23 pound ovarian tumor removed last week.
The outskirts of town.
Gracie and a new friend selling cakes at the irrigation canal.
Gathering onions.  
A beaming mother and her child (receiving care for a burn).
Our transport to Chad.
The gully makes a great sandbox in the dry season.
Playmates (one of whom is enjoying it less than the others :)

Thursday, March 8, 2012

Aminatou

You can pray for Aminatou.

And for so many other women.

 It is so difficult for many of us to even imagine the rigors of life for the average woman here.   The inner surfaces of their thumbs bear large callouses and nodules from pounding grain with a wooden implement.  The soles of their feet are thick, hard, cracked, and dry from long walks in the hot sand and dirt.  They carry large loads on their heads and children on their backs.  Of course, they first carry those children in their bellies.  And their bellies often carry that load many times over.

Aminatou came in today at the end of her sixth pregnancy (which may seem like a lot, but here, 12 is a lot).    Of the 5 children she had delivered, only 3 are alive.  And the one she hoped to deliver today did not survive.  She arrived at the hospital bleeding severely.  An urgent Cesarean section was delayed only while we waited for a blood transfusion to start (her hematocrit was 9%, which is quite low).   During the surgery she went into shock as her blood pressure became dangerously low, and she lost consciousness.  We prayed before the surgery started and we did everything we could during the surgery.  Her placenta had bled severely and her uterus came dangerously close to rupturing.  At the end she was still oozing blood and all we could do from a medical standpoint was close her abdomen.  We prayed again and asked God to continue to care for this woman whom He created in His image.

Her baby, as you might suspect, had died before she arrived to the hospital.

Aminatou was still alive by late afternoon.  She will hear the Gospel while she is here, and we pray that she will see it in our lives.  We pray that while she is here she will receive the hope that is found in Jesus Christ alone.

The material things we take for granted are not granted to most people here.  And access to the good news of God's grace, which may seem so commonplace to us, is not so readily available here.

Please pray for Aminatou.  Please pray for the women who live and die here.  Please pray for the men and women and children who need to hear about Jesus and need to see His love.

Please pray that God will help you to pray faithfully.  And pray that He will show you how He wants you to be involved.

Wednesday, March 7, 2012

Let the Little Children Come

And tonight they did!


Ten little children came to our house for story time.  It was such a blessing to us that we could love these children, welcoming them into our home and sharing stories from the book Mark wrote, just like Jesus loved the little children and let them come to him despite the disciples attempts to shoo them.


We all marveled at how Jesus used a little boy's lunch (5 loaves and 2 fish) to feed a crowd of 5,000.  The kids particularly enjoyed the snack of pita bread and goldfish crackers that we used to illustrate how Jesus broke bread, gave thanks, and provided food to all the people.

It is our prayer that these little ones grow to know how much Jesus loves them and Jesus has provided for them, too!  We hope to continue sharing stories with these children over the next few weeks leading up to E@ster.  Please join us in praying for these precious little ones.

The pictures were actually from last week's story time where we joined Karen as she taught the children in her home.  Karen and her husband, John, left today.  They will be missed from our Galmi community -- but Lord willing they shall return periodically to continue working in the hospital, day school and local (hur(h.

Gracie has enjoyed time with these new friends as you can see here:


Recent Gracie milestones include:
  • Initiated and said 5 word sentence upon seeing milk pitcher:  "I 'wan' milk in cup."
  • Saying her own blessing, she knows most of "God is Great."
  • Interceding: lists names of friends and family during all prayer times (mealtime, nighttime, etc.).
  • Walking backwards.
  • Racing: she likes to say, "Daddy run" and then trots behind him.
  • Climbing, any and every thing.
  • Singing: "Jeezus wuvs me," "An-mals" (Arky Arky), "Winku winku...in da -ky" (Twinkle Twinkle Little Star)
  • Playing with baby doll, pretending that she eats, sits, prays and even 'rock-a-byes' complete with "baby will fall," which is her favorite part to act out.

We are so thankful for this litte child and glad she comes to us...most of the time!

DD&G